That Empty Feeling

 

We're bombarded, aren't we? A constant stream of "better" – better status, better success, a better image, all validated by the fleeting applause of likes and shares. Every notification promises something shinier, something more. But if you're anything like me, amidst all the digital sparkle, there's often a nagging sense of…emptiness. That's why William Makepeace Thackeray's "Vanity Fair," written centuries ago, still resonates so deeply. It cuts through the noise and speaks directly to that quiet ache in our hearts.

More than just a witty satire of 19th-century British high society, "Vanity Fair" is a stark warning. Read it with a discerning eye, and it becomes a mirror, reflecting how easily we fall into the very traps we claim to despise. It exposes the seductive power of the "fair" – the marketplace of worldly desires – that pulls us away from what truly matters.

Thackeray cleverly borrowed his title from John Bunyan's "The Pilgrim's Progress." In Bunyan's allegory, Vanity Fair is a chaotic hub of distractions, designed to lure pilgrims from their journey to the Celestial City. The imagery is timeless. While Thackeray's fair deals in elegant dresses and lavish drawing rooms instead of apps and algorithms, the underlying currency remains the same: pride, ambition, envy, and the relentless performance of self.

Becky Sharp, the novel's captivating anti-heroine, embodies this perfectly. Brimming with wit and driven by ruthless ambition, she skillfully climbs the social ladder. But with each rung she ascends, a deeper void is revealed. She achieves her desires only to discover they are ultimately unsatisfying. Becky's life whispers the same seductive lie we're constantly sold: that more will finally fill the emptiness. It's a chilling echo of Jesus's words: "What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?" (Mark 8:36). The question hangs heavy, doesn't it?

Then there's Amelia Sedley, Becky's foil, gentler, kinder, but tragically misguided. Her downfall isn't driven by ruthless ambition but by misplaced affection. She pours her heart into a man who doesn't deserve it, confusing sentimentality with genuine stability. Both women lose their way, albeit on different paths. Jeremiah 17:5 reminds us of the danger of placing our trust solely in humanity. Our hopes, even the most tender ones, were never meant to rest on fleeting human connections. Only God can bear the weight of our deepest trust and provide the unwavering foundation we crave.

What makes "Vanity Fair" so enduring is its unsettling familiarity. We still live in a world where appearance often trumps substance, where carefully curated lives, both online and off, are presented as truth. Chasing applause has become so normalized that we often forget it's a trap, a hollow pursuit. Ecclesiastes, with its blunt honesty, speaks directly to this: "Meaningless! Meaningless! Everything is meaningless," (Ecclesiastes 1:2) unless our lives are grounded in something far greater than ourselves.

However, "Vanity Fair" isn't entirely devoid of hope. A few characters navigate the chaos with quiet integrity, unnoticed by the clamoring crowds but known for their inherent goodness. They might not be glamorous, but their unassuming lives reflect something sacred. "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God" (Matthew 5:8). Their stories serve as a powerful reminder that faithfulness matters, even when it goes unacknowledged.

Thackeray doesn't shy away from depicting suffering. His characters endure hardship, and it's often through this pain that they begin to see with greater clarity. Isn't that often how God works in our lives as well? Romans 5:3-5 tells us that suffering, in God's hands, can build endurance, character, and ultimately, hope. Sometimes, pain is the very thing that strips away our illusions and reveals what truly lasts. It's a painful but necessary process of refinement.

Yet, "Vanity Fair" never quite achieves true peace. It circles the truth but never fully embraces it. There's no ultimate rest, no complete redemption, no satisfying resolution. And that's precisely what makes the Gospel so profoundly different. Christ enters the narrative where the novel ends. In Philippians 4, Paul speaks of a profound secret: being content in all circumstances, not because everything is perfect, but because Jesus is enough. The relentless carousel of Vanity Fair stops spinning when we choose to step off. Christ offers a stillness that the world, with all its distractions, can never replicate.

Thackeray concludes his masterpiece with a haunting curtain call. He turns to the reader and asks, "What did you expect?" It's a brilliant and deeply unsettling question. What do we expect from this world? What are we chasing, and why? Is it truly leading us toward a more fulfilling life, or is it simply drawing us deeper into the seductive allure of the fair?

The Gospel offers a radical invitation: to leave the fair behind. Not because we're inherently better than anyone else, but because we've glimpsed the truth. Jesus isn't calling us to impress or to perform. He calls us to follow. That path might not be paved with applause or validation, but it leads to something infinitely more profound: to lasting peace, to unshakeable joy, to a life that doesn't vanish with the final curtain.

So, I ask you, as Thackeray asked his readers: What do you expect? And more importantly, will you follow Jesus?

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